To truly understand the 3 of Swords... I am so sorry for bleeding all over you. I’ve never been so bereft in all my life. I’ve always been able to find the silver lining in the storm clouds, but this time is different. This time, the silver lining does not exist. It’s all black andContinue reading "Sorry for all the blood!"
I wrote my Dad’s obituary! 😭
Being the first born child sucks ass! Not only did I arrange for my Dad's cremation today, I was also appointed as planner of his Celebration of Life and also as writer of his obituary. I only recorded it so that I could type it quickly without looking back-and-forth at my little piece of paper.Continue reading "I wrote my Dad’s obituary! 😭"
Art therapy is the shit, (if anything is at this point…)
The practice sketches I was working on when my dad died. I decided to finish the artwork, rather than toss it. On the evening of my dad’s death, I was drawing. I was practicing facial expressions, like I do every night, and I usually throw them away, but this night was different. What I drewContinue reading "Art therapy is the shit, (if anything is at this point…)"
At a complete loss; a total eclipse of the heart…
https://youtu.be/XejdcHDxNlc There are no words that can explain how I feel. I'm not good at talking anyway; I'm better at expressing myself through my artwork. So here I go... I am at a total loss. Loss. I've lost such a huge part of me that I now feel INCOMPLETE. 🎈 I want to float away.Continue reading "At a complete loss; a total eclipse of the heart…"
I just lost my Daddy!
I fucking seriously just lost my Dad!!!!!! The sky on my way home from the hospital. This is not real. I am trying to be graceful. I am trying to be sweet. This happens to all of us, I try to remind myself. “Life is a gift, and every breath I take is sacred,” IContinue reading "I just lost my Daddy!"
Drawing it out… 😭
My dad has been in ICU for a week now. He has to a have a defibrillater implanted into his heart tomorrow morning, while his blood pressure stays at a very low rate. I’m worried. I am so fucking scared of facing life on Earth without him. I can’t stand the thought of losing him,Continue reading "Drawing it out… 😭"
Characters just fall off my brush!
This is a video of my artwork from 2016 to present.
“Baby, you’ve been prolific!”
“Even when you’re not working, you’re working.” Although I always try to see the good in other people, sometimes it is necessary to defend yourself with truth. The proof is always in the pudding. According to one person, (whom shall remain unnamed and unseen): “Since when do you work?! You’ve been busy sitting around andContinue reading "“Baby, you’ve been prolific!”"
My Life is Crashing Down With My Daddy
Death is so final. I have always had so much hope that with modern technology and medical advances, that my dad would be fine. I've never been the best at handling terminal illness and death. And the death of someone close to me nearly destroys me. I'm still trying to deal with the loss ofContinue reading "My Life is Crashing Down With My Daddy"
In Life, In Love
My parents are beautiful to one another, even after 50 years: I learned everything I know about relationships by watching my parents, and more specifically, by watching how they treated one another. They always show unconditional love and respect for each other at all times, no matter what. (If you've ever heard Ed Sheeran's songContinue reading "In Life, In Love"
Tarot Embodiment
The Tarot Embodiment... My very personal project! I have been working on this deck for over a year now. It is on my original artwork. It is shocking how scared a person (ME!) can be to put themselves out there. It is really a road traveled by only the fierce! 😚 I have no ideaContinue reading "Tarot Embodiment"
City Slickers Thinkin’ They Are Country Bumpkins, or Something Like That…
I have been packing our 2,500 square foot house for about a month now because... WE ARE GOING OFF THE GRID! https://youtu.be/zqQ60eAWouI Dude, we are so serious about this! For Real. Pleaser ask me every single question you can think of so I can determine how much I DO NOT KNOW ABOUT THIS SHIT! (It'sContinue reading "City Slickers Thinkin’ They Are Country Bumpkins, or Something Like That…"
Inner Child Artist
Introducing Inner Child Artist, an art therapy deck to heal the wounded inner child. The Prototype This is the new deck I have been working on. It is called Inner Child Artist, and it is for healing the wounded inner child that hides inside of all of us. This is an art therapy deck thatContinue reading "Inner Child Artist"
Alice Underground is Rad!
It is actually a very cool deck. I love it! So glad I bought it. You can get a copy here.
Blue Moon Tarot Spread
Enjoy This Blue Moon in Scorpio Spread! The Blue Moon Spread 1. Uniqueness/ Power 2. Blessing 3. Goal 4. Lesson 5. Wish 6. Message Here's What My Spread Looked Like: no major arcana cards? My Interpretation? So.... I am A Capricorn Sun (hard worker, determined), Leo Rising (know it all, show off), with a ScorpioContinue reading "Blue Moon Tarot Spread"