🐝 Introducing the Extra-Ordinary Bella Bee and her Experiences 🐝
Hi I’m Bella Bee! I am a Clairvoyant Medium, Astrologer and Tarotist. I was born in Kings County, Brooklyn, New York, on Dec. 3rd, 1972 @ 13:31. At 3 years old, it was discovered that I could connect easily with people who have passed on. Although it shows in my birthchart, you never REALLY know until the child shows evidence, and without the knowledge that it is not something everyone does. I was told to only speak to “abuelita” at home.
At 9 years old, I was put under the tutelage of my Aunt, to learn about the spiritual arts and magic. How to protect myself psychically was among the first things I was to learn. Basic candle magic and what we call “recipes,” among other magic. I was to share family secrets with no one. Back then, magical arts weren’t widely accepted. Santeria (working with Saints) wasn’t something you talked about in school, or with anyone outside the family.
Coming from a long line of Curanderos/Curanderas, Santeros, Mediums and Astrologers on both sides of the family, they already knew I was “The ONE” of my generation that would carry the torch upon my birth. And it was serious business that could get you locked up in a mental hospital. But it wasnt until my early 20’s that I started to really understand the history and the importance of my birthright.
At age 25, I experienced my second NDE (near death experience), when my second child was born, and that experience cracked my crown chakra wide open. I went into a 2 year spiritual retreat with a curandero, who was not a family member, in order to sharpen my skills. I intensely studied Telekinesis, Astrology, Candle Magic, Scrying, Numerology and Kundalini Yoga. I also had to learn laying of hands (how to heal others through touch). This was a very strict practice. My diet was clean and I meditated three times a day, participated in a yoga practice, and had no participation in outside mingling- I watched no television nor read the newspaper, and there was no hanging out away from the retreat. It was the most serene and beautiful time of my life.
Much has happened in the last 30 years. It’s been one heck of a rollercoaster. I wouldnt change a thing. I have now been a practicing clairvoyant for 29 years.
I know I have at least 29 good years left in me! 🐝
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Talk about heavy… The Saturn return
March 05, 2024
It is at this time that you discover who you are, without the expectations of your parents. It’s during these years that you really cut the apron strings. Around 28- 30 years old is when we should be working on Career…SERIOUSLY. It’s when you start to really give thought to whatever you want and don’t want. For instance, do you want kids? Or, do you even want to be married? You become less selfish with your mind and more guarded with your heart because you know how terrible it is to have your heart broken and you know how attractive the mind can be.
You are finally becoming your own person, outside of the person your parents raised. As a child, you were told when to eat, when to sleep, when to go to school and whether or not to go to church… you were even told how and why to believe in God. You were burdened with ridiculous old wives tales and superstitions from your elders… And you stop taking your laundry to Mom’s on the weekend while you raid her cabinets for boxed brownies, cans of corn, and paper plates. Up until now you have been a product of someone elses doctrine and beliefs. But NOW?! Now you are your own boss with your own beliefs, your own washer and dryer, and you can cook more than macaroni and cheese. And you need to own yourself.
Your moon will assist you through this tough transition. The Moon in astrology represents your emotions. It is the energy that you give to your emotions. It represents who we are at the deepest level. It doesn’t project like the Sun or Ascendant. During your Saturn return, chances are that you’ll be emotional. Step into your moon sign gently, as to not disturb the waters too much, while you learn to swim and navigate the dark.
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Trust… (a stream of consciousness blog post) 🔦
March 13. 2024
How do you trust your intuition? How do you know you are doing the right thing by cutting someone out of your life on a hunch. I been wrong before. But I been right Moreso than not. How do you know for sure? This has been my life… all my life. Well you trust youself and you trust that no matter what this is part of your journey. No Choice is wrong. Once I understood this, I was able to have a successful relationship. I’ve known my hubby 31 yrs and married almost 15. And even though I’ve learned how to manage myself enough to have great relationships, my inner dialog is a b!tch! I literally live with an Angel on one shoulder and a rotten shit talking Devil on the other who loves to poke my neck with that pitchfork. I bite my tongue so much I’m surprised I have one left. But my face betrays me anyway because it does not hide what I feel. So while I’m still learning to heal, I’ve decided that I won’t take my trauma out on people who have never done anything to deserve that. This is how I’ve learned to navigate trauma response. I’m convinced that God Spirit/Higher Consciousness will tell me if the house is on fire. It always has. All it takes is some faith and trust in the universe to take you down the path you were meant to take. Makes it easier than having to trust people right off the bat. That needs to be earned with me. Trust is not free. I do my job to earn it and others need to do their part. Anyone who is trustworthy won’t have issues with that. Because in real life NOBODY is trusted off the bat. You won’t hand a stranger the keys to your house NOR leave them with your children or pets. I also don’t jump to conclusions (outloud) anymore. Even though I’m right 90% of the time. Many of us Sco. Moons are creative or skillful in some manner. Whether it’s music, drawing, dance, writing, craft or sport. So it’s not surprising that our imagination can run free from time to time. We need to check ourselves when this happens within our relationships throw that energy right into your craft hobby or sport because works of genius throughout history have been produced through times of extreme frustration. Not only can it literally take you to the next level in life, but it can heal and change your life. If you don’t have a hobby GET ONE. 💫💫💫
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The Flavor of Favored…
March 28, 2024
So I have some great news. Things have turned in our favor and what plagued us this past holiday season has run it’s course. I couldn’t understand why I had seemingly been cursed and punished when I have spent so many years trying to redeem myself. I had accepted the shit people flung at me and about me and said OK maybe I had that coming for whatever reason. But once I started loving myself and truly living a life where I was good with the person I had become. One where I was no longer vengeful, secretive, in some cases (when it came to family) I’d fake for the sake of keeping peace. When I stopped trying to live up to other peoples expectations of me, letting people use me and putting myself in a position where they could. When I started taking ownership of my actions in any given situation because if you were there you had a role. Know what the hell it was! When I stopped being the TAKER in some of my relationships that people who loved me blindly, had just accepted that those were our roles. When I started calling myself out on my own shit I started to see things clearly. I felt worthy of good things. FINALLY! Then out of the blue a shiny wrench gets thrown in my court. I mistakenly thought it was a gift. A tool that would somehow fix what needed to be fixed cosmetically. I ignored my intuition and ran with it. All it lead to was a MASSIVE DIABOLICAL plot against me by my own blood. Someone whom I have never EVER done wrong. I looked up to him in fact most of my life. They were my Judas and with them they brought reinforcements to completely destroy me.
Very little people are truly happy to see you in a solid relationship, doing decently financially, or someone who luck just seems to shine upon no matter how hard life gives it to you. And people REALLY hate to see how much others love you. As this was the case and it started the day I was born. So when I set out to help a homeless person I loved dearly, they set out to destroy me and make me homeless. I MOVED just so that they could get this home and wind up homeless! And that is what they did. I was literally poisoned both internally and externally. When my husband fell ill they came in for the kill. How disgusting and inhumane. They swooped in and tried to completely kill me.
But in my homelessness I had people who had never ever seen my face in person, make sure I had a place to sleep at night and food to eat. I had friends all around the world praying for me and sending me what they could to help me back on my feet during the HOLIDAYS. In this economy that is pure miracle. I also saw who did nothing and could have. That saddened and hurt me. My home had been taken, my car destroyed and my body left with scars from physical torture I endured from some sick people. I protected myself with prayer and did harm to none. And believe me I could have done SERIOUS harm. But something in me said, “Have faith girl! God gotchu! Remember he suited you with armor for this trip. Remember you have died 3 times and God kept you here for a great mission. Do not turn your face from him. Let him anoint you. What people have done to you is none of your business” LET ME REPEAT THAT! “What people have done to you is none of your business. That is for God to handle. Just keep doing what you are doing and focus on the blessings as you walk through the fire. You shall come out on the other side like a phoenix you will embody the fire! You will become the fire!” And this we did. My husband and I prayed, we held hands, we fought, we cried, we sat and fantasized the capture and service to justice of our enemies. Then we stood up and gave them less and less air time. We stopped talking about it. Our friends who gave us shelter, we found a renewed and stronger bond with than ever before. People were literally placing bets how long this would last. People actually tried to cause problems sending nasty messages to try and hurt me and it only made them look terrible. But we all locked arms and we got through it without so much as a hiccup with more love and respect than we ever had for each other before. And just when we started to settle into the fact that this was going to be SUPER hard to recover soon from…. God dropped the biggest gift in our laps that it is quite unbelievable and NEVER EVER happens in life. So for us being patient and trusting the process and having our faith shaken but still immovable, staying calm in the face of the devil himself and standing our ground. But most importantly surrendering the pain, surrendering the anger and kneeling in prayer, but also getting up acknowledging and working the blessings. Meditating and seeing our wish already fulfilled and not sitting there waiting for something to drop out of the sky feeling sorry for ourselves, won us what we wanted most but never asked for. We were granted more than what we could have wished for. And with it we have learned some deep lessons and gained abundant wisdom. Our faith restored stronger than ever and we are unjaded. We still believe in the loyalty of friends and that there are still good people in the world. We didn’t turn into the monsters who did this to us. That my friends is the sweetest revenge. When you aren’t focused on revenge God just rubs your blessings in the face of those still thinking they won. The best part tho is I’m not going to share what this great blessing is because I’m so grateful I wouldn’t want to sully it with ill thoughts of my opponents…really… they are unworthy of such a title. I’m just a warrior they tried to bring to her knees begging for mercy, but that never came. Trying your hardest you still couldn’t defeat me and I made no move in the offense or defense I did like the bible says “Be still” when I needed to be. Like a flea on a dog, you were a mere annoyance chomping down on my behind. Now there’s no trace left of you in the roadmap of my heart. POOF you never existed. I hope your year ends as well as mine did last year. Not wishing you bad…just your comeuppance.
Thank you to all my friends, prayer warriors, the few family who came to our aid in prayer or otherwise and to God for blessing me and my husband the way you have. I never doubted it. We just didn’t understand the detour. Now we do <3 <3 <3
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