A great video showing the Tarot Banksy!

If you’re feeling up to seeing a gorgeous and legit deck, you can view a flip-through of the Tarot Banksy by clicking the link below. This video was done via Instagram by @realmonelm. She has a shop where she sells all kinds of groovy things. Check her out on Instagram, YO! http://www.instagram.com/p/B1M282FH6kV/

I’m still here, Yo!

On my way to the Orthopedic Surgeon… Man, when it rains, it pours sometimes. The universe has been giving me lots of opportunities to take a break lately, it seems. I guess I wasn’t listening to the deafening screams of the Universe to “Slow down!” because I tripped as I was going over a puppyContinueContinue reading “I’m still here, Yo!”

The Dearly Departed Spread

The Slow Tarot I did the Dearly Departed Spread for my dad. It turned out amazing! And so brutally on point. 1- Purpose in life: Magician (My mom’s birth card): “My purpose was to manifest every single one of your mother’s wants and needs that could be wanted or needed under the sun…” 2- WhatContinueContinue reading “The Dearly Departed Spread”

Bend is Phenomenally Beautiful

Bend is so damn beautiful! Seriously. We discover something that is breathtaking with every step we take on this land by the river. The river… Oh my God! I had no idea how pulled I have always been to the trickle of the rapids until I saw it again. Something inside me screamed, “FUCKING FINALLY!”ContinueContinue reading “Bend is Phenomenally Beautiful”

INNER CHILD, ARTIST

https://youtu.be/KxzlIwlvc9M About my new, upcoming deck! I officially have the prototype and I am in the process of writing the guidebook with my nondominant hand in order to tap into the spirit of my inner child. The thoughts that are coming out of my pen are unbeknownst to me until I pull the card andContinueContinue reading “INNER CHILD, ARTIST”

A New Chapter in the Book of Shilo

Goodbye Nevada, Goodbye to the old Shilo Moving on like Donkey Kong! My husband and I seriously just moved a 3,000 square foot life into a 31 foot RV. It’s nuts. At first, I thought about this decision we had made and I wanted to run and hide under a rock! “WHY!?!?!” Although the trailerContinueContinue reading “A New Chapter in the Book of Shilo”

What I have is all I need…

I must drive this poor man cray! I used to need my parents. I used to think that my dad was the only man who loved me. And although he may have been at one time, I now realize that there is someone who loves me even more than him. And this person is myContinueContinue reading “What I have is all I need…”

Synchronicity and Wonder Walking

Two fabulous decks are being shown and discussed in this video. You can see Synchronicity by Cathy Nichols and A Deck for Wonder Walking by Amy Won. I so happy I purchased both of these gorgeous artsy decks. https://youtu.be/k76D9uYI2W4 If you would like to get on To gettin’ ‘em, I shared the links in theContinueContinue reading “Synchronicity and Wonder Walking”

Sorry for all the blood!

To truly understand the 3 of Swords… I am so sorry for bleeding all over you. I’ve never been so bereft in all my life. I’ve always been able to find the silver lining in the storm clouds, but this time is different. This time, the silver lining does not exist. It’s all black andContinueContinue reading “Sorry for all the blood!”

I wrote my Dad’s obituary! 😭

Being the first born child sucks ass! Not only did I arrange for my Dad’s cremation today, I was also appointed as planner of his Celebration of Life and also as writer of his obituary. I only recorded it so that I could type it quickly without looking back-and-forth at my little piece of paper.ContinueContinue reading “I wrote my Dad’s obituary! 😭”

Art therapy is the shit, (if anything is at this point…)

The practice sketches I was working on when my dad died. I decided to finish the artwork, rather than toss it. On the evening of my dad’s death, I was drawing. I was practicing facial expressions, like I do every night, and I usually throw them away, but this night was different. What I drewContinueContinue reading “Art therapy is the shit, (if anything is at this point…)”

At a complete loss; a total eclipse of the heart…

https://youtu.be/XejdcHDxNlc There are no words that can explain how I feel. I’m not good at talking anyway; I’m better at expressing myself through my artwork. So here I go… I am at a total loss. Loss. I’ve lost such a huge part of me that I now feel INCOMPLETE. 🎈 I want to float away.ContinueContinue reading “At a complete loss; a total eclipse of the heart…”

I just lost my Daddy!

I fucking seriously just lost my Dad!!!!!! The sky on my way home from the hospital. This is not real. I am trying to be graceful. I am trying to be sweet. This happens to all of us, I try to remind myself. “Life is a gift, and every breath I take is sacred,” IContinueContinue reading “I just lost my Daddy!”

Drawing it out… 😭

My dad has been in ICU for a week now. He has to a have a defibrillater implanted into his heart tomorrow morning, while his blood pressure stays at a very low rate. I’m worried. I am so fucking scared of facing life on Earth without him. I can’t stand the thought of losing him,ContinueContinue reading “Drawing it out… 😭”

Characters just fall off my brush!

This is a video of my artwork from 2016 to present.